the power of boredom

For the first time in my life, I finally understood the real meaning of boredom. Its like I like shanghai, i like it here BUT then I'm just so bored cos perhaps I'm not busy enough? Or somehow life seems to be less happening than before. Maybe its cos of the lack of tutorials and tests? The real reason? I really do not know. All I know is that I'm bored till the extent that I'm checking my MSN contact list every minute to find people to talk cock to. Its super duper frustrating. Its like a stone on my heart, not really a burden just a feeling that I cannot get rid of. Do not misunderstand me and say "and I thought Vivien was enjoying Shanghai". Yes I am enjoying shanghai, i like the food the culture (though there are many ugly acts all ard me), the people etc but den life just seems to be lacking some sort of excitement. What exactly is this thing that I'm lacking?? ):